Haven't posted on here in a few days, there goes my goals of writing something every day. since last time i have rung in the new year, and been trying to prepare for the upcoming school semester, which is becoming quite diffucalt due to pplz lack of doing their jobs right. still havent talked to my mother in what seems like forever. theres so much family drama going on up there now. maybe i need to go get knocked up to and be just like my big sisters!!! than i can hook up with a guy who can beat the shit out of me so i can go and live with mommy and steal all of her attention to. God. fuckin pathetic thats what that is. anyway....enough of that....not sure what else to write about. still having complications with getting dan to come see me. i guess he owes his parents alot of money so he has to pay it off. so i dunno. now im pretty much just bored and am writing about random things. since they really have no meaning, i shall be done.